Here I am again and it has been a long time. Things have not changed much since my last post and I'm not sure if that's good or bad.
There is so much to do around this house since G. is gone and it's really weighing us down. We both walk around the rooms and just look at the "things" we have to make decisions about. All of the papers to go through and get rid of, etc, etc, etc,......................... I am not allowing myself to work on any of my projects until I get rid of some "stuff". Of course that's a really stupid thing to do because it would make me feel a lot better if I did work on some of my projects. I have a horse to paint and it's been standing, ready, for a couple of months now. I think I'm afraid I'm going to enjoy this new hobby too much or that I'll actually be good at it. I just feel like I'm wasting a lot of valuable time and I have to stop. Maybe I should lighten up a little bit.
