I haven't decided what to title this posting.  Probably just 9/11.  It's a strange feeling because I can remember the day very clearly.  It was a Tuesday and I had a dentist appointment in the morning and I was going to work after.  I got to work a few minutes after 9 a.m.  and someone yelled for me to turn on my radio.  We couldn't believe it!!!!!!  This was something that no one in their wildest dreams would have thought would ever happen!!!!!!  It is to this day, one of the most horrendous, saddest days of America's existence!  The innocent people that paid the price for being Americans and the families that suffered then and are still suffering now is incomprehensible to me!  I can't even imagine the pain.........  At work, someone came in and told us we could watch what was happening in New York, on a TV in one of the conference rooms.  We watched in silent disbelief as the 2 tallest buildings in our nation just crumbled in clouds of dust!  At that moment I believe that possibly everyone in the country felt as if they had just been punched in the stomach and had the wind knocked out of them.  It was terrible.  I wonder how many people across the country were personally touched by that terrible tragedy?  I know one of the guys I worked with had been on the phone with a friend in the first tower when it was hit.............  He (my co-worker) was suppose to be in his friend's wedding on the coming weekend.  They were discussing the arrangements and the phone went dead.  As he walked by the office, his face was pale and blank.  He was still holding his phone open.   

Another Long Stretch of Silence..........

Again, I've put off adding anything to this blog.  I'm stuck not doing anything to my horses because of fear.  I wish I knew why.  They will never be perfect but I think they'll be OK.  I know I should just relax and enjoy the process because I know it's going to be fun.  I just have to relax!  I walk out to the mudroom and look at the horses and plan what I'm going to next.  Then I walk away and I don't go back.  At least not for a while.  I just feel like once I start working on something I'll have to stop and for some reason I think I've got to keep going.  Like it's all or nothing and I won't finish whatever I'm doing if I don't finish it immediately!!!
Anyway, there's so much going on in my head right now.  I'm tired all of the time and I can't seem to get myself moving to do anything.  I think it's because there are just too many things that have to be done here.  I also use that reasoning to avoid working on my horses.  I still haven't figured out how to get my pictures on here either.  Of course, it doesn't help that I'm sitting in front of the TV watching one of my favorite shows and trying to write (type) anything.  I have to say though, that this is easier then writing in my journal.  I'll try to get back to this tomorrow.