Another Long Stretch of Silence..........

Again, I've put off adding anything to this blog.  I'm stuck not doing anything to my horses because of fear.  I wish I knew why.  They will never be perfect but I think they'll be OK.  I know I should just relax and enjoy the process because I know it's going to be fun.  I just have to relax!  I walk out to the mudroom and look at the horses and plan what I'm going to next.  Then I walk away and I don't go back.  At least not for a while.  I just feel like once I start working on something I'll have to stop and for some reason I think I've got to keep going.  Like it's all or nothing and I won't finish whatever I'm doing if I don't finish it immediately!!!
Anyway, there's so much going on in my head right now.  I'm tired all of the time and I can't seem to get myself moving to do anything.  I think it's because there are just too many things that have to be done here.  I also use that reasoning to avoid working on my horses.  I still haven't figured out how to get my pictures on here either.  Of course, it doesn't help that I'm sitting in front of the TV watching one of my favorite shows and trying to write (type) anything.  I have to say though, that this is easier then writing in my journal.  I'll try to get back to this tomorrow.