A Lot on my Mind

I've got a lot on my mind right now.  I haven't been able to deal with some of my responsibilities very well and I'm not handling that very well either.  I've got to make some decisions and take some action on the decisions soon.  I'm not sure why I can't pull myself out of the depression I'm in but it's a battle that is wearing me out.  I just want to be finished with managing what happens to mom and dad's house.  I don't want to worry about what's going to happen next with Mr. A.H. and his threats.  I don't want to know what my sister wants to do about moving to Florida.  I don't want to pay any more bills for some place that I'm not in the least bit interested in visiting any longer.