One of the resolutions I've made for myself is to post here more often. I don't know why. I just thought it might be nice to do. It also might help me cope with the things that I know are coming up. The first thing is my mother-in-law's health, mental and physical. The other day she really scared me. She seemed to have lost her memory and had a very hard time with words, remembering them and pronouncing them. This happened what seemed like overnight and I am very unhappy with this situation. I'm going to try very hard to manage my feelings and handle this because I know Barry is not going to be able to. He just blocks things out. I watch him and worry about what will happen when she's gone. We'll have to see what happens next, I guess.
Miss Molly had to go in to see her doctor yesterday and back in for surgery this morning. She had an awful time last week. We're not sure what happened but for most of the week we couldn't touch her and she slept a lot. By the end of the week she seemed much better and I found a mess of blood on her back. It seems she had a cyst on her back that ruptured and bled. Dr. B. was suppose to take 5 cysts and 1 small growth of her. I was so stressed this morning. I keep telling myself that she won't be with us forever and I try to be prepared for this. She's 12 but so active and I guess I'm afraid that these sessions with surgeries is going to shorten her life. They're so stressful and hard on her system. I really love this little dog. It's the attachment to my dad. Well, I have to get set up to bring my little Molly home, so I'll have to finish this latter.
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